I've been asleep for a long, long time.

Last night was literally the longest amount of time I've slept for in about 2 - 3 weeks. It's sad! I've been soooo busy I've been getting like 5 hours of sleep a night. Not a good time. Hopefully that will change soon, I just have to get my priorities straight which I am currently attempting to do. Atleast I don't have anything due this week. This past weekend I went to my second Skills Development Symposium along with 4 other people on the CNA GFW SRC. It was great! Went downtown on Friday night only because it was my friends 19th birthday so of course we had to. But other than that I was very focused on getting as much out of the presentations and workshops and people around me as I possibly could. I know the rest of my council members learned a lot and now have motivation to do different things at our campus and be involved in CFS campaigns and events so it's exciting that I'm not alone anymore.
I've been researching healthy food that boost your metabolism and help in weight loss because I want to lose weight but I'm on a tight budget time wise and money wise. So hopefully some of the foods I found will work out because I've been gaining weight for the past 2 years at a slow pace but still gaining weight and it needs to stop.
I'm doing very good in school, and with council. Everything is very hectic but I manage to somehow get everything done.Gotta run! Speaking of school, time to head there!

Peace&Love.

You can trust in this.

Well it's been a long day. And it's gonna be a long week. But I guess that's what I get when I try to juggle so many things. I've been in a pretty horrible mood tonight and sadly I've been getting down on myself about my body but it is really something I need to change. My habits are unhealthy, I am unhealthy. Maybe I'll try a water diet but I don't think I could handle that. I definitely need to cut out all deep fried foods. As well as fast foods. It's the small stuff that gets me though like sauces and other things and I don't have time to exercise to counter act them. Oh well I guess I'll see how things go over the next few weeks but this is something I need to stick with not only for cosmetic reasons. Anyways I do need to get my sleep to be healthy too!

Peace & love.

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I'm tieeeeeeee.

Well.. it's been a good 7 months! And a whole load of stuff has changed in my life since then. Luckily for me I did happen to buckel down and do good last semester, another 4.0 GPA. My work term went great and I worked at summer day camp all summer which was amazing, no better summer job. Stressful at times, yes, but what job isn't?

I had an awesome summer, and I'm having a great school year so far! Back at it for a month now and I just recently won the election for SRC President which is very exciting! I worked really hard for it and will work very hard this year. Just handed in my first paper last week.. guess I should get used to writing papers because I have 2 40% term papers this semester. Kill. Me. Now. Just kidding! I'll get through it, always do!

I have a lovely love life at the moment :) Can't complain a bit! Awesome guy who just happens to also be my best friend and I love him very much! And as I've found out this week he loves me too! We've been together 5 months now and I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. Me on the other hand, I could probably improve on being a girlfriend and I absolutely intend to. Sometimes I let my insecurities get the best of me which make me treat him like shit.. which makes me feel like shit. SO, that just doesn't end well for anyone! So I'm gonna work on that.
I'm also gonna work on being healthier.. I've realized some lovely stretch marks today and I honestly could cry. I really need to do something about this. I have horrible habits, I don't drink near enough water, excersize at ALL, or eat healthy. Not to mention that I drink far to much alcohol and get out of hand on the weekends when it comes to being unhealthy. I've decided to create a notebook with excersizes and my favorite healthy foods and healthy food choices at restaurants and fast food places so that I can try to make the best choices, we'll see how this goes, I have a horrible habit of doing something for a week and then dropping it like a hot potato. I really hope this one catches on though. I need it to.

Anyways, must go, school way early in the am!

Peace & Love.

New Found Pride

I suck at the whole blog thing.. the only things I keep up to date on the internet are tumblr and Facebook, hahaha.

In like the last 5 minutes I don't know what happened but I like myself a lot more.. and I realized I don't give myself as much credit as I deserve. This feeling is so odd, it's like I just developed a goal inside to act as great as I know I am. I've been having a self esteem issue for the last while and I've been working on it. Mostly I've just been acting as if I don't have it on the outside but it was really there inside of me. I think I just made a big step.. I was looking at my profile pictures on facebook, and one that I put up yesterday is of me in a Pageant last October. I wasn't sure if I liked it when I first saw it because I was being so critical of it (my arms are fat, i look fat, blahblahblah) but I just looked at it again for a minute, cut myself some slack and I think it's beautiful, gorgeous in fact. Not to sound conceited or egotistical at all, but this is a new thing to me, it's not a normal occurrence for me to think I'm beautiful. But right now I think I am. I hope i feel like way from now on.. and it's not just a late night tired thing because I love this feeling. I feel like I deserve better than I've had, I feel like I'm worth something, I feel beautiful. And that is a big change for me and I hope it sticks.

Things seem to be looking up for me, besides my schoolwork (my badddd) I did great last semester! Now it's just to buckle down for the rest of this semester. Only 2 more weeks and then a week off, that will be lovely.

Anyways, SVU and bed it is for me! Sweet dreams.

Peace & Love.

Oh shit buddeh.

Shit shit shit. I've gone over a month without posting. The internet owns my life!! Between Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, this and any other friggin site, how can anyone have time to do it all!

Anyways, quick update..

Things are going great! School is awesome, life is awesome.

I got another scholarship, my marks are great and I love my friends!

My best friends were just in for the weekend from the city :) They're great and we had such an awesome weekend. Messy drunk times on Friday night with some randoms.. some odd shit went down but it's all good! Had a great time! Hard times Saturday morning though hahah. Went out to dinner on Saturday afternoon, then went bowling! Can you say ghetto? but it was a laugh. Then we went for a burn down to the bridge by the mill and over to Julie and Chelseys to see Diabeto cookies! weoooo

Saturday night was round 2 and it consisted of fuck ups (love it) and singstar. Best combination ever. In fuck ups we had a rule that everytime Ben would text, he and Morgan had to remove an article of clothing, that stopped him from texting ahahah. And we also used to classic but ever so hilarious rule of 'in my pussy, on my dick'. What a laugh!

We started playin pop singstar and then moved on to country and lesley apparently puts the 'cunt' in country. It was so hilarious, me and Anthony were singin and all you could hear we lesley and morgan in the backgroud goin 'yippi kaiyaaaay' or something along those lines. We also had a game of pizza catch.. day old pizza is invincible. Morgan sexually assaulted me and left me for dead on my kitchen floor, that was dis-tur-bing to say the least.

All in all is was a great weekend that left me with a lot of cleaning but it was damn well worth it. But now I miss them! Oh well, only about 3 weeks and I'll be back home for cap n gown, good timesss.

Peace & Love!